Tuesday 28 June 2011

A Little Taste of Freedom...


Finally I get off the job I have done for 8 months...
Worked like a robot, a job is nothing but a total lie,
lying from the start til the end...
And in the end, the reward you're getting
is not equivalent to your hard work...

The possibilities of 10,000 calls; getting 800 potential calls;
and get as much deals as you can in 3 months, usually it's less than 10...
Countless sighs, downfall, disappointment in the sales floor...
Sometimes I think this job is not based on hard work but luck...

Think back again, managers in this company are truly leaders...
Different from other people from what I see...
They're self-motivated and really good in motivating others,
giving positive thoughts instead of giving up easily in what you do...
Their goal setting, rules and ways in managing staff is
one of those valuable experience I've learned...
You can learnt so much under this room of pressure
but eventually  it can't be a long term commitment...

Finally I'm able breathe... see things clearer...
The intense stress and pressure that I perceived finally vanished...
and most importantly I can finally have a good night sleep...


before my engine restart again in August...


Monday 27 June 2011

Wednesday 22 June 2011

Tuesday 21 June 2011

Keep Moving?


When someone did better than you,
It motivates you to do better? or demotivates you?
Well it demotivates me...
I try to think positive, but I can't
Does it really motivate us to do better when someone actually achieved higher than yourself?
For me not really... It makes you think that you just lost a race...
If you can stand up and do it again, so called self-motivate... That's good... But what if you're still standing where you are and can't go any further;
Then you might need to start questioning yourself... what's the gain?
only disappointment...
Something that I learnt from this job, never give up...
Keep moving, keep on generating...
Hard works do pay off...
Don't ever give up...
It's easy to say, but really difficult to do it,
practice it,
even understand it...


"Life is a race..if you don't run fast ..you will be like broken anda.."
-Prof Viru "3 idiots"

Monday 20 June 2011

Something We Need All The Time But Sometimes Reality Just Killed It

I watched this recently on Youtube. It came out around 2008. Now only I watched this short film after 3 years. Well, it's an absolute meaningful short film that reminded us what we have missed in our real life. Talking about the magic of looking for the best in people and the meaning of smile. "Validation" has played at 34 film festivals worldwide and won 17 awards. 

Saturday 18 June 2011

O Freddie...



Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes

Look up to the skies and see
-"Bohemian Rhapsody"


So you fell like you ain't nobody
Always needed to be somebody
Put your feet on the ground
Put your hand on your heart,
Lift your head to the stars
And the World's for your taking
-"The Hero"



Keep your chin up when you're feeling lonely
Don't let 'em get you down
Ain't no use in you sitting all alone
Hanging around
-"If You Can't Beat Them" 


My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies 
Fairy tales of yesterday 
will grow but never die.
I can fly, my friends!
-"The Show Must Go On"

-Queen