Oxygen

A piece of paper is where I found my root from... a place where I can dream, imagine things, see everything clearly without my glasses, more importantly I found freedom... and peace...

My pencil, pilot drawing pen is like my oxygen mask... fresh air started to get into my lungs, adrenaline rush, poison in my body cell turn into gas evaporate out of my skins, strong heartbeats that makes every part of my body feel alive... 

Sketching, drawing makes me remember who I really am, truly am... It's been quite awhile since I touch a pencil, a pen, doing sketches... I lost a bit of my skill... need more work on this...

至少在我的心中...

醒在陌生的地方 
镜头变成了刀枪 
耳语也变成了真相
吉他告别了肩膀 
诗人弃守了边疆 
我们活在巨大片厂

幸运的孩子 爬上了殿堂 成果代价都要品尝
单纯的孩子 是否变了样 跟着游戏规则 学着成长

轰轰烈烈的排行 沸沸扬扬的颁奖 跟着节奏我常迷惘
当人心变成市场 当市场变成战场 战场埋葬多少理想

回想着理想 稀薄的希望 走着钢索 我的刚强
伟大和伪装 灰尘或辉煌 那是一线之隔 或是一线曙光

每个孤单天亮 我都一个人唱 默默的让这旋律 和我心交响
就算会有一天 没人与我合唱 至少在我的心中 还有个尚未崩坏的地方

歌手追逐销售量 记者追逐点击量 没有谁比谁更善良
无论天后或天王 无论小兵或老将 曲终人散都要苍凉

期待着彩虹 所以开了窗 窗外只有灼热闪光
所谓的彩虹 不过就是光 只要心还透明 就能折射希望

每个孤单天亮 我都一个人唱 默默的让这旋律 和我心交响
就算会有一天 没人与我合唱 至少在我的心中 还有个尚未崩坏的地方

其实我们都一模一样 无名却充满了莫名渴望 一生等一次 发光
宁愿重伤也不愿悲伤 让伤痕变成了我的徽章 刺在我心脏 永远不忘

默默的让这旋律 
和我心交响 
至少在我的心中 
自己为自己鼓掌
每个孤单天亮 
我都一个人唱 
默默的让这旋律 和我心交响
就算会有一天 没人与我合唱 
至少在我的心中 还有个尚未崩坏的地方
孩子一样 不肯腐烂的土壤 再唱再唱再唱再唱再唱

-我心中尚未崩坏的地方-

-词：阿信

It kept in my heart too long...

There's this young boy who loves drawing... need to choose his profession in higher education... Reality kills sometime... People say no future, not worthy working on art design, drawing and stuffs like that... it's just an interest... Do it when you have free time only... It's such a shame and reality from the society eventually kills people dream, create fear to this teenager who that time have no direction. He felt that there's high chances he may regret that decision he made in young. He scare of failure, fail to live up expectation of a traditional family with hopes. Responsibility handed over with money cash in into this lad, who he think he has no chips or any bargaining power to make any decision for his future... sadly he had to choose what family advise... drawing is only an interest...

Happy Valentine's Day

Every year I have to buy a bouquet of roses for someone I love reminding her that I still love her on this special day, Valentine's Day. I don't even know how this day came from and I only know I need to express my love to her in this very day. But why 14th of Feb? why roses are that expensive even I wanted to book earlier... The price is so high that I even started to have an idea of planting the roses myself; which prove a lot more than buying roses yourself and someone else deliver to your love one... So for those who are selling roses with double or triplet price during 14th Feb, you just ruin the meaning of giving beautiful roses to the love one on every 14th of  Feb... For those who started Valentine's Day, I love my love, sc every single day...

My New Drug...

Be Yourself...

For Star Wars Fans...

After Some Hectic Work, I Just Wana Relax...

My New Chapter...

Im in the lowest confidence of my life...

Happy Birthday Malaysia!

My Holiday Homework For SC

2 Little Dialog Between Father & Son

Son: I don't know what I want to do and I'm sorry I'm such a failure!
Father: You haven't really failed, son. Because you haven't really tried to succeed. So don't credit yourself as a failure. You're worse than that.

Father: Just take a shot at something. Don't think about it too much. Just take the shot.
Son: I don't even know where to aim.
Father: Anywhere... Everywhere... Just take wild shots. Hell, it's something just to hear the gun goes off.

Dialog taken from Mr. Franklin & his son, Matt

Eason's Duo Concert 2011...

Getting Eason's Duo Concert 2011 ticket...  ✓

Arrived to Eason's autograph session 

in front of Sungaiwang Plaza... ✓

Queqeing for his Golden's autograph... ✓

An autograph on the poster

 from Eason... ❤

Concert Day: Getting to the Stadium 

Merdeka 2 hours before it starts... ✓

 Meet with the kids... ✓

Get the concert's sponsored

 hand-liked fan thingy... ✓

Thousand of fans  

playing with a huge ball... zzz

Enjoying the 

Bloody Concert!!! ✓

Eason performed one of 

his songs, "Sha Long"... ★★★★★

Encore Session!!! ✓

That goes my RM95... $$$

Go Home ✓

Everytime I Think Back...

This wasn't something I always wanted to do

Fck!

Too late for changing that

Happy Birthday Freddie!

A Little Memory From Paris...

Linkin Park- "Rolling in the Deep"

A Little Taste of Freedom...

Finally I get off the job I have done for 8 months...
Worked like a robot, a job is nothing but a total lie,
lying from the start til the end...
And in the end, the reward you're getting
is not equivalent to your hard work...

The possibilities of 10,000 calls; getting 800 potential calls;
and get as much deals as you can in 3 months, usually it's less than 10...
Countless sighs, downfall, disappointment in the sales floor...
Sometimes I think this job is not based on hard work but luck...

Think back again, managers in this company are truly leaders...
Different from other people from what I see...
They're self-motivated and really good in motivating others,
giving positive thoughts instead of giving up easily in what you do...
Their goal setting, rules and ways in managing staff is
one of those valuable experience I've learned...
You can learnt so much under this room of pressure
but eventually  it can't be a long term commitment...

Finally I'm able breathe... see things clearer...
The intense stress and pressure that I perceived finally vanished...
and most importantly I can finally have a good night sleep...


before my engine restart again in August...

Coldplay's "Every Teardrop Is A Waterfall" Galstonbury 2011 Live Performace

Coldplay's new songs in 2011...